my eyes wide open ...

my eyes wide open i crave for you
your sweet face deep in to the night
dreamless kisses
closed mouth breath
your arms tightly rapped around my body
you body heating mine

you smile deep deep in to the night,
and yet you glow
and embrace
i am your lover
your desire, your feel, your hold

deep deep in to the night
you reach further in,
and take me closer, closer than before, closer than ever
you breathe into me, making me drift

I am nothing but a child,
a babe in your arms, thirsty for your embrace, urging for your bare skin hold
deep deep into the night
i lye
reaching out, for the presence of your sweet caring eyes
and yet you are not here
you are not with me
and i am drowning
my skin trembling

i close my eyes with my fingers, holding them shut
gazing into my sleep
...

my orange dingy ...

my love is like sunshine,

the kind that shines on ripened grain

the kind that shines on  small kind faces by the beach, before getting all wet and sticky

its just like a newborn child, with its dumb cries and its complicated stares

my love is rich

rich like a blueberry, its juice running down my face

like the colour red crossed on the badge just on your sweatshirt

like a smile, a smile filled with joy and happiness

my love is smart

like a bee knowing its honey

like a girl doing her hair on prom nights

my love is smart

like the conservation theory, like a big wooden piano

my love is everything I am, everything I can be

like what you bring in me